Eight foster homes, countless court petitions, three jobs, and night school — every dollar I earned went to keeping a tiny apartment ready for him, with his favorite dinosaur sheets washed and his worn-out teddy bear waiting on the pillow.
During our supervised visits, he would whisper, “When can I come home?” and I’d choke out, “Soon,” praying it wasn’t a lie. The nal custody hearing felt like our last hope; the social worker called me “too young,” the judge frowned at my papers, and Samuel cried silently in the back row.
Then, the moment that still replays in my mind: the judge adjusted his glasses and began to speak… and time seemed to stop.👇👇
My younger brother, Samuel, has always been my everything. I’ve always been the one to protect him, especially when our mom couldn’t. But today, standing in the courtroom, I feared the unthinkable—that I might lose him. This hearing was supposed to be my rst step toward gaining custody, but the judge’s doubt made it clear the road ahead would be tough.
The silence in the room was suffocating. It felt like everyone was waiting for me to fail. I clenched my sts, trying to stay calm. Losing Samuel wasn’t an option. Not after all we had been through.
Beside me sat Francis, the caseworker. She looked professional but her eyes betrayed sympathy. “You’re doing everything right, Brad,” she said softly, “but it’s still not enough.” Her words stung. Not enough money. Not enough space. Not enough experience. It seemed I was always falling short.
I worked double shifts at my warehouse job, studied for my GED, sacriced sleep— doing everything to meet their expectations. “I’ve done everything you asked,” I whispered, my voice trembling.
Francis sighed. “You have. But there are still hurdles.” I couldn’t take it. I stormed out of the room, the cold air outside hitting me like a slap.
I exhaled deeply, watching my breath disappear in the chill, like the life we had before
everything fell apart. I remembered when I was six, sitting with our mom while she performed card tricks.
We didn’t have much—just a worn deck of cards and a rickety fan—but those moments felt like magic.
“Pick one,” she smiled. I chose the ve of hearts. She revealed it on top of the deck.
“How’d you do that?” I asked, in awe.
“A magician never tells,” she winked.
As I grew older, I realized her joy was just an illusion, disappearing as life dealt us harder cards.
Back in my small basement apartment, I sank into the couch. My job barely covered the bills, and the state required Samuel to have his own room. But how could I afford a bigger place?
Then, Mrs. Rachel, my landlady, knocked. She entered with cookies and a concerned look. “How’d court go?” she asked. “They want proof I can provide for him, like I wouldn’t starve myself to make sure he’s fed,” I said, frustration boiling.
She sighed. “Love is one thing, mijo, but the system needs something more solid.” I rubbed my temples, feeling helpless. “They say my apartment’s too small. He needs his own room.”
Mrs. Rachel paused and then shrugged. “Fix up the spare room upstairs. Same rent. Just don’t burn my house down.” I blinked. “Are you serious?”
She nodded. “It needs work, but it’s a real bedroom.” I couldn’t believe it. This was my chance to prove Samuel belonged with me. That night, I worked hard to x the room, painting the walls blue—Samuel’s favorite
color. It wasn’t fancy, but it was full of love. Two days later, Francis came by. She saw the room, but her frown deepened. “Raising a kid is about stability, Brad,” she said.
“I know,” I replied, biting my tongue.
She softened. “You’re trying. But you need to prove you can do this.” With three weeks left, I doubled down on my efforts. Mrs. Rachel introduced me to a lawyer, Mr. Davidson. He said my best option was kinship care.
Then, on the eve of the hearing, Mrs. Bailey, Samuel’s foster mom, called. “We wrote a letter for the judge. Samuel belongs with you.” The next day, I stood in court, and when it was my turn, I looked the judge in the eye. “I may be young, but I’ve cared for Samuel his whole life. I can give him a home where he feels safe and loved.”
The judge’s silence was endless, but then she spoke: “The best place for Samuel is with his brother.” Samuel ran to me, and we held each other tight. We had won. Finally, we were together.
As we left the courtroom, hand in hand, I laughed. “Pizza to celebrate?”
Samuel beamed. “Yes! Pizza!” And for the rst time in a long while, I believed in the real magic of family.